Choosing to wallow this evening. It's been awhile. Not sure why I feel so grumpy. No one thing has set me off. Just layers of stuff from the day. Adults abusing and neglecting kids. Kids living what they've learned. Mothers having baby after baby, each one taken away while infertile women cry and plead with God for just one. Burnt out coworkers. A teething baby. Scratchy contacts. Fatigue. Wanting to do something nice for someone but being ignored instead. False guilt. Misrepresentation. Self absorbed people. Self absorbed me. Taking a deep breath. Saying a prayer. Feeling better. Getting out of the way. God, do your thing in me.