so worth it but so hard

Puking and puking- nasty
Pulling a back muscle from puking-searing pain
Stomach and abdominal cramps and not wanting to eat another bite of food-miserable
going to the hospital twice, getting cathed twice, peeing out razors, being diagnosed with anemia, a bladder infection and then a kidney stone-traumatic
unable to take antibiotic because of stomach pain so switching to a new one which will still upset the belly-frustrating
one healthy oblivious baby who will be in my arms in 18.5 weeks-PRICELESS