Moving forward

A little further down the Wolfe trail, but no baby in sight. The 3 cycles of clomid with IUI were a bust. My mind wants to wrap itself around the possibility that I may never have a child, but my heart won't let me. Neither will my husband, the eternal optimist. "I prayed for you and waited 10 years before God brought you to me. I am totally at peace, I know we're gonna have a baby someday." I am so blessed to have B. He is positive, supportive, patient, and most importantly, he is by my side, loving me even on the days when I'm not very lovable. What does the future hold? I have no idea, but I'm so glad I know the One who is already there. My prayer is for peace, for strength, and that somehow, God would be glorified through my heartache.